I can't remember a longer feeling winter. They always seem to zip by, days flying into weeks until spring jumps out at us to say hi and disappears into summer. But this winter is just staying. Staying and staying and staying.
Maybe because time just slammed past waiting for the bitty baby? Maybe because I have a rhythm and a system this year?
I don't know. Its sad though, a slow winter, a slowing of time, should be a GOOD thing. But I feel...trapped I guess.
Trapped in winter. Trapped by cold breezes and freezing rain. Trapped by 'maybe snows' that never show. Trapped by the gray that seems to come out every other day.
Its not something I'm enjoying, thats for sure.
But the kids are relatively healthy, hubby is good. I'm good. I don't normally get the 'winter blahs' but boom, here they are. And I desperately need them to go away.
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